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mmm.. I just woke up really happy for some reason..

I just have this image in my head.. a couple of years from now.. I will be on a plane home with a gorgeous german bloke.. coming home to introduce him to mother.. And we will just be chatting away in german =D
Its gunna happen... it soooo has to happen!


Mannn... I crave germany soo bad! I miss the language! And my job.. well.. I cant get stuck in it.. Im doing soo many hours.. that I dont even know what to do with myself anymore.. I mean.. I did 12 hours yesterday alone :L I keep telling myself that its only for another month then I can get the hell outta there.. but why do I still neeeed to do soo many hours?! I dont even need the money right now.. we are moving out either way.. so its not like i could make a difference there.. I have enough for flights to germany and for food until I get my job.. ?! So why am I killing myself with all these hours?!


I mean I do and I dont want to go.. I know I need to.. But I really dont want to leave hayley.. any of the girls.. or jake.. he has been such a rock in my life.. =/




hhmmmm.. nich should be back off holiday today though.. so i will leave it until midday.. and then.. let the stalking commence =D




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