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One more thing to add to my list of things that I hate.

- People that can influence your mood. You can be flying high one moment, then they can say something hurtful.. (Pretty much as they always do) Then you just feeling like sitting at the bottom of a hole.. crying. How pathetic. No. I won't have it anymore. I will not have him influencing me like this. I won't have it.
If you just reread some of the things we say to each other, it is oh so dramatic and manipulating. I just do not need it. Why do we feel the need to hurt each other like this? Why can't we just be happy being ourselves and putting the past in the past?!

I can't stand those dark butterflies for one more day. - Life is just too short.

I do not live to please you.












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