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Hmmmm.. This is strange.. I think this must be the first time I've sat down and properly thought in a good few weeks..

I worry I am about to get myself into a situation that will scare the shit out of me and I will freak out and run away and hurt people.. =/

I am thinking about him again.. and I don't like it one bit.. It will be fine in the morning.. but right now.. =S



Valentines day soon.. I look forward to many sexy cards from my girlies.. hehe
I will not be amused if a bloke gets me anything though :@ haha
But I highly doubt any would though so that makes me happy =]



I had a rather angry moment earlier. Kinda harsh on jake as he was round mine at the time.. =/ He hugged me to try and make me happier.. but it only made me worse.. we are too close.. and i dont like it.

So I went out for an angry jog. I dread to think how many people laughed at me this time.. #


Jacob is visiting again saturdayy.. Confused.. =/








There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.

What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.




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