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You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me
You can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell



Hmmm.. I do worry that I am becoming addicted to toast.. =/ bad times..




Sam stayed wednesday.. good drunken times ;)
Stayed at Dans last night with Chlo and Paul.. More good drunken times ;)
And going out for Steves 18th tonight.. more good drunken times I should think ;)


ooooffftt.. alcoholicc =p


Wondering when Im gunna fit seeing Jacob into this week.. xD





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Well.. im a little addicted to going jogging now.. I find that i dont have the need to stop anymore.. i just wanna keep going.. I might go for another 1am jog again.. they make me happy.. but i ate when i got back from work today.. so i might get stitches.. =S so there would be no point..

I just wanna ruuun....






fuck i feel like a player?! Mwahh =p





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Mmm.. 1am jogging.. its the way forward! I jogged down to about where silas lives and then back home.. and I didn't stop to walk once. ;) aaandd I didnt see any people ;)

Bloody brilliant.


Work at 11... not sure whats happening tomorrow niightt.. =/ If i dont go out I might find somewhere to stay as I fancy going away for a couple of days.. so yeahhh.. Might go crash at jacobs or at sams or something.. Just wanna get away..





Feel the adrenaline
Moving under my skin
It's an addiction
Such an eruption

Sound is my remedy
Feeding me energy
Music is all I need

Baby I just wanna dance
I don't really care
I just wanna dance
I don't really care.. care.. care

(Feel it in the air... yeah yeah)

She's been a crazy dicta
Disco diva.. and you wonder
Who's that chick? who's that chick?
Too cold for you to keep her
Too hot for you to leave her
Who's that chick? who's that chick?

Back on the dancefloor
Bad enough to take me home
Base kicking so hard
Blazing through my beating heart
French kissing on the floor
Heart is beating hardcore

Err-body's getting a little tipsy
On the crazy juice
This will end up in the news

Baby I just wanna dance
I don't really care
I just wanna dance
I don't really care.. care.. care
(Feel it in the air.. yeah)

She's been a crazy dicta
Disco diva.. and you wonder
Who's that chick? who's that chick?
Too cold for you to keep her
Too hot for you to leave her
Who's that chick? who's that chick?

Ultrasexual
The night has got me love sprung
I won't stop until the sun is up oh yeah
My heart is a dancer beating like a disco drum
Oh oh uh oh

Ultrasexual
The night has got me love sprung
I won't stop until the sun is up oh yeah
My heart is a dancer beating like a disco drum
Beating like a disco drum.. beating like a disco drum..
Beating like a disco drum..

She's been a crazy dicta
Disco diva.. and you wonder
Who's that chick? who's that chick?
Too cold for you to keep her
Too hot for you to leave her
Who's that chick? who's that chick?



Song still sums it up.





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How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well.
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts you can't decode)




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Hmmmm.. This is strange.. I think this must be the first time I've sat down and properly thought in a good few weeks..

I worry I am about to get myself into a situation that will scare the shit out of me and I will freak out and run away and hurt people.. =/

I am thinking about him again.. and I don't like it one bit.. It will be fine in the morning.. but right now.. =S



Valentines day soon.. I look forward to many sexy cards from my girlies.. hehe
I will not be amused if a bloke gets me anything though :@ haha
But I highly doubt any would though so that makes me happy =]



I had a rather angry moment earlier. Kinda harsh on jake as he was round mine at the time.. =/ He hugged me to try and make me happier.. but it only made me worse.. we are too close.. and i dont like it.

So I went out for an angry jog. I dread to think how many people laughed at me this time.. #


Jacob is visiting again saturdayy.. Confused.. =/








There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.

What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.




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Ahh.. Friday night was soo random..

Myself and hannah decided in tutor that we would go out and see a film later on that night.. went out for food.. then saw the next film showing.. which turned out to be pretty good.. even though it was all about cancer and this crazy single woman dieing.. bad times.. Loved the scene with her in her PJs on a bike drinking.. hehe
But yeahh.. we then decided to go clubbing?! So went to tescos.. and bought some heels and an outfit for hannah as she was wearing a granny jumper xD
Twas a strange night out tbf, Moomoos sober?!(Y)


Tuesday nightt.. Wooopp looking forward to itt!! =D Im not sure if we are doing the frumpy jane night that night though.. as I do believe we are going out.. and I dont reeeaally wanna look like a frumpy jane out.. y'know.. And I really have no idea what to wear.. Im sure I can find something in my wardrobe though ;)
hehehee


I hope Stephiee is working todayy =]



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Baby I just wanna dance
I don't really care
I just wanna dance
I don't really care.. care.. care

(Feel it in the air... yeah yeah)

She's been a crazy dicta
Disco diva.. and you wonder
Who's that chick? who's that chick?
Too cold for you to keep her
Too hot for you to leave her
Who's that chick? who's that chick?




mmm.. seeing Jacob after work.. ;)



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It's not about the money, money, money,
We don't need your money, money, money.
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.
Ain't about the (ha!) cha-ching cha-ching.
Ain't about the (yeah!) ba-bling ba-bling,
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag.


I liike this songg ^^ makes me happyy hehee



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