.

Alonee..

But not bored... not happy... content.

Watching a film ii recorded the other night...stopping it in the breaks to obsess over old songs...

Think about people that ii miss..

hmm..

ii have to remind myself..







ii have taken up walking instead of starving myself.. that eases the gilt.. a little..


its fiinee..

noone needs to know..

noone need pretend they care this way..




ii found out something today whilst driving..

if ii tell myself that iim not going to stall...

and it will be fiine..

ii don't.. and it iss

maybe life works like that??


maybe not..





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