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Okay.. back from Switzerland.. and THANK FUCK FOR THAT! hahahaha
I am referring to the 5 hour return journey.. urgh that was not a good experience! xD

But I am now back to good old Germany! And couldn't be happier! I am having horrendous mood swings this week.. (Y) Right now I am happy.. dancing round my room (with the door locked) and headphones in.. to.. well.. all sorts of weird music.. Favourite being my New Woman CD that me and mum bought together yeeaars ago! Always reminds me of drunkenly crashing on my matress in my old house while we were half way through moving out.. (: And dancing round my room in the mornings while putting on make up.. man I love this CD :')

Jake sent me a really cute picture and some heart thing he made.. very cute! It even went up on my wall ;D


But yes.. Switzerland was very beautiful and all.. but it's not for me. Germany! (:
Very amusing experience with the Hotel Masseuse.. The night ended with both of us pretty drunk.. ranting on about how marriages today dont last?! Then myself nicely declining to a free massage xD Crazyy times..
And since I have been back my nose has stopped bleeding =D GOOD TIMES!



I have no relevant lyrics.. so yeah....



Postman Pat.. Postman Pat.. Postman Pat and his Black and white cat.... (8)



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I'm soo frustrated. And for once I don't mean that in a sexual way. Well.. I guess that too.. xD


But if I can manage to move to a different country ALONE and sort my life out.. find friends.. in the middle of fucking nowhere.. I'm sure you can find a couple of friends at uni.. yes.. Sam this is directed at you. =.=
Just ask one of your flat mates to go out for a drink?! Not that hard..
And it kinda serves you right for going home every weekend.. Just sayin'

You'd do better without that arsehole. Don't look at life like.. "I guess I can always go running back to him if something goes wrong.." .. so what will you do when you break up? Cause lets face facts.. nothing lasts forever.. That kind of attitude is what got you in this shitty situation in the first place.
I haven't seen my boyfriend in two months.. and I won't get to see him again until he books a flight over to see me an another couple of months. I deal with it.

You can't run your life around a man.


And get a job?! Yea.. What? What experience do you have?! I suppose Daddy can get you something alright.. =/ But still?! Grrr..


Maaann..






Okay enough ranting..


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