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'Cause nobody loves me
It's true
Not like you do

Some random song that I heard in my Jazz dance lesson, and I decided I liked it? (:

Hm.. only two more lessons of my language course.. then I have to move up to the next one.. in which I take an exam. However that won't be for a few more months yet, and I hope by then mein Deutsch geht besser :P

I must admit I am getting a little bored of winter, I am looking forward to summer! Here it is soo cold! And the snow comes and goes soo quickly that it is no longer exciting. I mean sure the sledging is pretty fun! But I had never really done that much in England.. as lets face facts.. the weather is always shit in England :P


Another song that I like.. also from my dance lesson..

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
I told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kinda sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough

No, you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect you records
And then change your number
Guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believin it was always something that I'd done

But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know-oh-oh

But you didn't have cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing (oh)
I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger
and that feels so rough

(oh)

No, you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect you records
And then change your number (oh)
Guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Somebody that I used to know
Somebody (now your just somebody that I used to know)
That I used to know
Somebody that I used to know
Somebody (somebody)
That I used to know

I used to know
That I used to know
I used to know
Somebody


We actually have a really good choreograph for that one.. (: I tried teaching it to Faldi but I couldn't remember all of it.


Uh. My body aches from swimming yesterday. We didn't have anything better to do, so i took the girls swimming for two hours. We went downt the slide for like an hour. Was good fun though, aah I'm such a child.. After a few minutes, it was me saying "Can we go again?!" To the 6 year old. :P


I wish Jakes parcel would hurry up and get to me. He posted Jelly tots and the lion king as well as his normal letter :P


..I really am a child.. =p













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Can't deny that i want you, but i'll lie if have to

cause you don't say you love me

to your friends when they ask you

even though we both know that you do





So weit weg.. und ich muss immer warte.. ich tut weh.. immer das gleich..







What is new in my life..? Not so much.. In fact.. maybe nothing at the moment? haha
Had to take a taxi home tonight as the family needed both cars.. so took advantage of not having to drive and went out for a drink and some food with Manu after our language lesson.. Which was nice (:
The taxi driver seemed to know my guest family.. :P Dont think he likes them.. hahahahah! "The man.. not my favourite" I stuck up for them.. (:

Went to Die Alte Pinocotek yesterday with Angelica.. then out for food.. there was another french girl with us.. but she didn't speak soo much.. But Angelica seems overly happy since she has found her new family, which makes me happy (:

Shame she doesnt come to the language lessons anymore.. but I still get to see her on weekends.. (:




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I finished one of the books mum gave me for christmas.. the ending annoyed me. The main characters laid in bed, with the bad guys not defeated.. slowly killing off the human race.. as you do.. And the couple are just LAID IN BED! Like.. we don't care as long as we have each other.. pfft.

But yes.. I am back in the land of Germany! Went for lunch today with Manuela.. which was nice (: Angelica came back from Belgium today so I will most likely see her next sunday..

I am still missing home rather alot.. Despite Ulrike having found me some cheddar cheese.. fair play it tastes the same.. but it still has that plastic appearance and texture xD Cheese over here just isn't the same..




He holds me in his big arms, drunk and I am seeing stars. This is all I think of.




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I guess one year isn't that long..

.. just feels like a long wait..

..always waiting..





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First day back after my little two week break back home..

Soo. Much. Harder.

Last time I was just soo taken away by everything that happened that I didn't look back.. and maybe because everyone was there.. like back from uni.. when I left this time..

But yeah... =/




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