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His old battered sunhat is still by his chair in the sunroom. The chair is empty.





I sat at nan's to do some revision today.. had a chat with her for a bit.. =/


She still won't show it..








Blurghh.. cold.. Dislike muchly.


Exams... also dislike muchly..


















Well Jake finally has a job.. Wow! And there was me starting to think he had some sort of disablility.














Dan and Paul are coming over soon.. and Steve.. I need to hold it together.. Hay is too busy revising.. =/ But hopefully will come over later..




And I was doing so well..






x

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I dont want to say goodbye
I can see the fear inside your eyes
It's so hard to walk away

I'm already missing you
But I'm not even gone
In time we'll be together again
And it won't be long

Just hold it in
Dont let it go
You'll always live
Inside my soul





Does someone want to go sit all my exams for me? Work for me? Cause right now all I want to do is sleep.




x

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All those arrows you threw
You threw them away

You kept falling in love
Then one day

When you fell,you fell
Towards me

When you crashed in the
clouds, you found me

Oh, please don't go
I want you so
I can't let go
For i lose control

Get these left handed
lovers out of your way

They look hopeful but you,
You should not stay

If,you want me to break
down and give you the keys

I can do that but i can't
let you leave

Oh,please don't go
I want you so
I can't let go
For i lose control



Pretty song (:











I crave that feeling again.. That blissful numb feeling..










Never gunna happen again.



x

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Urgh.

.

Waking myself up at 4am crying.. and having crying attacks in the bath an hour before work..

Sorry but I need to get a grip.



x

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Trippin out
Spinning around
I'm underground
I fell down
Yeah I fell down

I'm freaking out, where am I now?
Upside down and I can't stop it now
Can't stop me now, oh oh

I,I, I'll get by
I,I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I,I, I won't cry

I found myself in Wonderland
Got back on my feet, again
Is this real?
Is this pretend?
I'll take a stand until the end

I,I, I'll get by
I,I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I,I, I won't cry

I,I, I'll get by
I,I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I,I, and I won't cry







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