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Its snowwing again... can't it just hold off a bit longer.. i need to get out of here before everyone gets snowwed in again..

Im actually glad I'm working tonight.. Working at the restaurant always seems to cheer me up =] And everyone else should be mega hyper and happy, so hopefully so will I be by the end of the night..



I don't have the same feeling of freedom as I did last time, I just feel ashamed of myself.


But hey, maybe I will pass my exams this time? If I don't become an alcoholic that is.. haha.. drink my troubles away ;)










'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see




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I cant wait to get out of this place.. i need to get away.. from all of it.. everyone.. me and hayley against the world < 3

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Ahh we put our tree up todayyy =] While listening to christmas music and drinking Cosmopolitons ;)


Still debating trekking down to tobys.. but its just so fucking cold out there! And theres soooo much snoww! Id have to layer up and wear hat and scarff.. and i dont know if i can be bothered.. id have to carry clean cloths with mee as i cant get my car out the drive... blurghhh... yucky yuckyy snoww!!

I've already fallen over oncee.. mehh :L


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Man may have discovered fire, but woman discovered how to play with it. =p

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This might sound really strange... but I actually had a really nice night out in town, with my boyfriend! =D

We had dinner, and went out to the cinema and had popcornn =]

And he held my hand and kept his arm round me... and was actually really nice! And I Harry Potter succeeded in scarying the shit out of me teheee



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If you can't handle me at my worst, you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

I feel a little annoyed. He tried to ruin my afternoon out in town shopping, its my happy time, and he grumpied it up. Not impressed.

But nevermind.. I got 2 new topss... 2 new waaarrm topss =]
I like shoppingg.. =]

And filmss =]


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Sooo... Haven't been on here in a whiilee..

Whats new? I'm 18... ermm... thats bout it?


Its 11.11am and I have work at 12.. at the restaurant.. which is better than the pub as i get to work with hay.. and other happier people.. and its busier! So less boredom =D

I bought my first alcohol since being 18, last night =] Wine and cider =D It was soo bizzare! And it still felt naughtyy, like i was doing something wrongg.. =D but im sure i will get used to it!!

Didn't have the balls to go to amandas wedding thingyy.. I havent seen her in yeearrss and it just felt all wrong to be goiing to her wedding.. hmmm..


Currently have 4 offers...


Going to germany in 2 weeks... its christmas is 2 weeks..



And I am obsessively strangly addicted to my toby at the moment..
I had break downs yesterday as I hadnt seen him all day... This is soo weird =S


Errmm... I had a happy period as i was soo thrilled to be less ill =]
(I got flu over my birthdayy) ... humpfff



Aaaanndd it feels like she is trying to pikey my friends...
She already got one.. whos next?!


Gunna go get ready for work I sposee..




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