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Hmmmm... rather drained... the cold is going... still could go further away thoo...=/

grrr...


Fairly happy atm... just pottering along... iwi is over this week =D
We went to london... went swimming at the Oasis in Swindon... painful painful flumes...
Went to the cinema... watched a TERRIBLE film... with a guy with a REALLY funny face... we had laughing fits at him... pissed off several old people in the cinema..

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Iwi is here tomorrroowww!!! =D well happy about thatt!

Hmmm.. my tooth hurts xD

Nicht gutt.. hehee


Gunna go to tesco tonight with mother and do some last minute shopping... like JUICE!! WE GOTTA HAVE JUICEE!! =D
And general food.. that I can cook for Iwi... cause cooking is good =D Well.. food is good.. and sara hungryyy... =]
ooooo could get food for nowww.. mmmm.. hungryyy...

Went for a trek with toby todaayy =] To the slaughterss... got icecreamm =D
Mine tasted really weirddd.. it was apple and cinnamon i thinkss.. bizzareee..

I thinks Toby was a bit grumpyy todayy... he must have been hungry or somethingg... sure wasn'tt... his cake tehee ;)


Sooo... Sam had her cake last nightt.. :L Sara had her cake twice yesterdayy.. Woooo xD


mmmm... thinking about cake has actually made me reallllyy hungryyy.... I really fancy pasta noww... I dunno how cake made me want pasta?? Bizzaaareeee


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Gah. Ill. Don't wanna go to speech day night thingy..

But at least I'm sat by Chloee ;)
Gunna sneek my iPod in and rave at the back of the hall til I get to go up and collect my prize (A book off mothers shelf)
I talked mother out of coming to speech day tonight.. It's hardly fair making her sit through that.. =.=

Looking forward to Ivi coming over on fridayy =D Just hope I'm better by thenn
Mightt be going into London with her and mother on the saturday. I think I'd like to go... I mean I haven't been there.. not to shop anyway.. And she's only here for a week.. and she wants to.. so we should really take herr =]
Might just do a little online banking before I go and stick some more money in my account ;)


Mother turned round to me today and asked me if I thought I was pregnant before my period. WTF?! NOOOO! :L
Apparently she went to see this phyciactric personamagigyy... (However you spell it) and he told her that I was stressed about something... E.g. thought I was pregnant.. and that mother is too overprotecting and wraps me up in cottonwool. HA! xD riiiightt...
Don't think hes very good at his job... hehee



Und ich bin noch glücklich. Ich liebe mein Junge. < 3

Er ist immer da für mich, und ich werde immer da für mein Junge. < 3



Doesn't make all that much sense.. but you get the idea =D



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I feel yuck.








Wanna have a bath. But mother is on a cleaning frenzie and when I asked if I could have a bath.. all I got back was "Why aren't you helping?!"















GAHHH.



Work tonight... Work tomorrow...




Toby was out last night... mum stole my laptop... car was baracaded in my mum's...

So I moped. Until I fell asleep at like half 9... so by rights I should be full of energy and happy today? Nahhh..



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mmmmmm I feel calm.

Listening to some really gay tunes ;)


Toby is at rugby.. mother is somewhere.. I have my car back again.. and I'm watching Yes man =]


Toby might be staying tonightt... i hopes so.. cause otherwise i wont really get to see him til sundayy... but hes all ill and grumpy atm =/
Meaning I will also be ill in 3 days I should think. Pfft. Rather get it over with now before Ivi comes over..


mmmmmm.. red winee...


Rather looking forward to seeing that girl again.. =]
Next friday nightt.. Bailies and peopless =]
Shall be nicee =]



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Ah the weekend has been well needed! Friday night got rather drunk at Toby's with Dan, Toby, Jack, Ginger Dan & Nickiee.

Twas nice but then I had to drive home at 7am as I had work at 9am doing house keeping?? I found this rather strange as I usually waitress...??

But yess.. Dan prooved to have no morals.. again =D (As in Ginger Dan)
He attempted to fuck his girlfriend in Toby's livingroom, while we were all in the same house, awake, and toby's mum and her bf were upstairs... And they weren't even drunk.
Toby seemed a little annoyed..
But tbh who am I to judge...

Aaaannywayyss... Went to Karens 40th birthday party last night, which was rather boring to start with but then we all started dancing with this random hen night group and it got quite amusing =D


Hannah and Elas 18th todayyyy =D hehehhehehe
Gunna go give them their presentssssss and have a mini partyyyy... well.. more like a girly afternoon with Pimms I should thinkk? Und ima take my mummy with meee =D
(Cause I am just that cool hehehe) ilovemymummmyy ;)




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"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe

I love this quote < 3


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Trenne dich nie von deinen Träumen. Wenn sie verschwunden sind, wirst du weiter existieren, aber AUFGEHÖRT haben zu leben. ♥

Maybe I could start my personal statement with that?? It was on Ivi's facebook and i thought it was quite sweet ^^


mmmmm... mum is doing a roast tonightt =D
niomm niomm niommmmmmm


Gotta go pick toby up from rugby tonight too... dont think i can cope with doing more notes tonight thoo.. blurghh.. done too many todayyyy

And I finally know when Ivi is coming back over to Englandd =D 2 weeks & 2 daysss =D
Exciteddddddd!!! =]



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GAH! I am soo at loss as to what to write in my personal statement?! What do I write about?
"Hello my name is sara, LET ME INTO UNI?!"
Reckon that would workk?? Probably not... hehe would be ace if it did tho =p
thinks sam may be joining me on a gap year to germany thoo =p so thats goood =D

Hmmm... looking forward to tonight =]
Toby asked me to out for dinner with him and karen and dannnnn =D yeeeeeyyyy

But yeahh... will need to do lots more workk.. but i got lotsa morning freess.. so i get work done in those usually (Y) Like i got tomorrow morning free, and thursday and mondayy... so thats good =]

Dont have friday afternoons free anymore =( no more sara chloe tea timee =(
shall just have to invade her house a bit more =p heheee


my feet smelll.... bleeghhhh


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I JUST MADE GINGER COOKIES AND THEY DIDN'T BURNN!!!!! I AM SOO HAPPYYY!!!!! WOOOOOOOOO!!!!


hehehe =]


You see, usually I forget an ingredient or cook them for too longg.. or too short.. and they are horrible... for example.. last time i made cookies on my own they came out black and bubblingg =D
The tray is still scarred from that one... well.. its blackk xD

But yess... these cookies are EATABLE!!!! WOOOOOO =D


But yeahhh... enough about my cookiess.....



School on mondayy... kinda looking forward to itt... not really with the whole gotta be up early again thingg.. that's gunna kill me xD
But yeahh... I won't be bored this year lets just sayy hahaa gunna be doing several retakess..... =/
Which kinda suckss... and i might have to end up being unemployed for a whilee.. depends how many hours they give me and how i cope with it all... hmmmss..


Worrk tonightt... Pete should be back off holidayy THANK FUCK!!! no more Iainn =D WOOOOOPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!


Walked round Sherbourne today with Ginger Dan and My Tobyy and we taught wee wee to play fetch!! It was amazingg!! She was actually bringing the sticks back to uss!! It was sooo funny.. then she'd lie down and attack the stickk... ^^ Blessss...


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Teenage dream < 3


My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back






Just woken upp... am sat with a cup of coffee, trying to wake up enough to go over to the surgery... kinda worried that my coffee will mess up my blood pressure test thingg... i doubt it will... but it miightt xD

Toby is still asleep in my room ^^ will go jump on him before i leave and say byee < 3


Should go get dressedd... didnt even wake up in time to wash my hairr haahaa
Hopee haylilyy and elaa come round soonishh tooo =] am looking forward to tonight and tomorroww =D
In fact I am just generally very happy todayy =]
I get to see my chloeeeee!!!! =D

heheee woooppp =]


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