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Hmmmm... confused... i can't do anything but blame myself... what else am i to do...
I know it is my fault...





grrrrrrr





Evanescence quotesss =]




...And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall
Pour real life down on me
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good
Enough
Am I good enough
For you to love me too?









So run, run, run
And hate me, if it feels good.
I can't hear your screams anymore

You lied to me
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby

Demanding my response
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out

And you'll never hurt me again.











On a brighter note, Toby gave me an advent calender from thorntons =] its greatttt!! ii loves itt. It has a spot the difference on the back of it too =] which took me about 15 mins to finish last night HA!! im soo useless... i couldnt find the last one *Embarrised facee*










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I was like a lost moon—my planet destroyed in some cataclysmic, disaster-movie scenario of desolation—that continued, nevertheless, to circle in a tight little orbit around the empty space left behind, ignoring the laws of gravity.
Bella Swan, New Moon, Chapter 9, p.201


Ahaaa =] x No significance to me whatsoeverrrr but its still cool =]


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Ahhh my bedroom is sooo cold.

It's strange how mum has decided to start cooking dinner regularly again... she as been cooking like 2 roasts a week lately. It is strange...
But yes... have started my xmas shopping =] And i have the urge to start wrapping presents and such like but knowing me i will forget whos is whos as i wont put a tag on anything... so thats not good.

Im feeling very centimental again tonight... but not in the usual depressive way... which is good I s'pose...

I have had a pretty laid back day today... Walked home from Tobys at about half 9 this morning... did my business homework that is due in tomorrow, then read New Moon for a good few hours... again... Those books are SOO addictive i swear they are... I have been reading it for like 2/3 days and i am already 2/3rds of the way through it. Its crazy. Didn't have work today... just yesterday. So i havent bothered with the whole getting dressed and make up thing today. Still hope that Toby is coming round later though...


One whole year later... and I am still as obsessed with him as i was the second I met him. Think im sad?? Whatever... I dont care. I love him =]


I thinks I might go back to New Moon in a bit... might call a friend first thoughh... hmmmm



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