Love Paramore's new albumn... it is the sex.
All I wanted <33
The only exception <33
Ignorance <33
Misguided ghosts <33
Silly anti vagina cancer jabs. My arm is now dieinggggg.... Paahhh and I hasa to work tonighhttt.
<33
x
Wednesday, 30 September 2009
Saturday, 26 September 2009
.
No sleep
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
In the shadows
They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I'd rather kill myself then turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living for tomorrows
In the shadows
In the shadows
I've been waiting
New obsession ^^
Love it.
But yes... anywayy... Haven't really done alot lately... saw steve last night for the first time in aageess!!
Working today...
Working tomorrow...
Ummm??
Fun??
School on monday...
Paahh
x
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
In the shadows
They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I'd rather kill myself then turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher
I've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
I've been watching
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been living for tomorrows
In the shadows
In the shadows
I've been waiting
New obsession ^^
Love it.
But yes... anywayy... Haven't really done alot lately... saw steve last night for the first time in aageess!!
Working today...
Working tomorrow...
Ummm??
Fun??
School on monday...
Paahh
x
Monday, 21 September 2009
.
My laptop is all fixed upp. =]
Have had a pretty wild weekend tbf... One of my friends invited me to an all weekend campout... so I went to that friday night... worked saturday night then went straight back to this campout... then worked the next night too... then got up for school the next dayy!! Woop =] Pretty awesome me thinks.
The campout was completely amazing! It wasnt like any of the ones that go on around here... it had sound systems hocked up to the trees all round the camp... and a huge heated tent and fire... and loads of other smaller tents and caravans and such... oh and the ocational drunk man grabbing bfs bum xD
So yeahh... I don't know why Im online when I should be catching up on well needed sleep!! Silly bean...
Rather confused by those lyrics love...
Only worked 3 nights last week... and only working 3 this week too =]
And yes... I now have my laptop back... so I shall hopefully be online alot more =] Or at least a bit more... but in the week or two that i didnt have it... i found out that it is actually possible to live without msn?! Fancy that!! xD
Better go sleep I spose...
x
Oh yeahhh... And I think that the bruise on my shoulder is getting bigger where a certain ginger decided to take a chunk out of me as we were walking back up my road! *Evils** Mind i spose they go quite well with the rest on my legs from climbing over walls at the campout... xD
Really am going now.... =]
x
Have had a pretty wild weekend tbf... One of my friends invited me to an all weekend campout... so I went to that friday night... worked saturday night then went straight back to this campout... then worked the next night too... then got up for school the next dayy!! Woop =] Pretty awesome me thinks.
The campout was completely amazing! It wasnt like any of the ones that go on around here... it had sound systems hocked up to the trees all round the camp... and a huge heated tent and fire... and loads of other smaller tents and caravans and such... oh and the ocational drunk man grabbing bfs bum xD
So yeahh... I don't know why Im online when I should be catching up on well needed sleep!! Silly bean...
Rather confused by those lyrics love...
Only worked 3 nights last week... and only working 3 this week too =]
And yes... I now have my laptop back... so I shall hopefully be online alot more =] Or at least a bit more... but in the week or two that i didnt have it... i found out that it is actually possible to live without msn?! Fancy that!! xD
Better go sleep I spose...
x
Oh yeahhh... And I think that the bruise on my shoulder is getting bigger where a certain ginger decided to take a chunk out of me as we were walking back up my road! *Evils** Mind i spose they go quite well with the rest on my legs from climbing over walls at the campout... xD
Really am going now.... =]
x
Thursday, 17 September 2009
__ <333 **
Okay so have been at 6th form now for a week or two... seems to be going alright i spose.... I already wanna drop french but don't seem to be allowed... ?? hmmm silly teachers.
The frees are good =] And i love seeing everyone again!! And just going back home at lunch time and listening to music and watching spongebob and stuffs =]
(Might be making a few typos as am on a different laptop with a smaller keyboard)
I LOVE my new geckos!!!! They are sooo amazing!!!! Yogii & iiggyy =] my beautiful babiesss ^^
Cause Im cool.... xD
Currently laid on my bed with Toby's laptop... writing in this... not really wanting to go to work tonight... rather be sleeping... but must WAKE UP!! xD Feel a bit guilty about the 2 people i bit today.... One of whom bled :S Whoopsiess!! xD
Fancy some icecream now me thinks... niom niioommm... Ben and Jerrys!!! Sara <33 Cookiedoughh.
&
Saraa <333 Tobyyyyy
=]
x
The frees are good =] And i love seeing everyone again!! And just going back home at lunch time and listening to music and watching spongebob and stuffs =]
(Might be making a few typos as am on a different laptop with a smaller keyboard)
I LOVE my new geckos!!!! They are sooo amazing!!!! Yogii & iiggyy =] my beautiful babiesss ^^
Cause Im cool.... xD
Currently laid on my bed with Toby's laptop... writing in this... not really wanting to go to work tonight... rather be sleeping... but must WAKE UP!! xD Feel a bit guilty about the 2 people i bit today.... One of whom bled :S Whoopsiess!! xD
Fancy some icecream now me thinks... niom niioommm... Ben and Jerrys!!! Sara <33 Cookiedoughh.
&
Saraa <333 Tobyyyyy
=]
x
Monday, 14 September 2009
Saturday, 5 September 2009
. <3
Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.
Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...
Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.
Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.
Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...
Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?
So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.
x
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.
Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...
Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.
Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.
Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...
Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?
So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.
x
... caught up on some sleep ...
I was sooo tired yesterdaayy!! I hadn't really slept in 2 days... but I was asleep last night by like 1? So thats good =] Then didnt wake up til about 8!! 7 whole hours of sleep... actual sleep!! Wooooppp!!!
Got a little freaked out last night though when I got back from work... Tis not good to mess with my head like that when I have been having fucked up dreams... =]
I have come to the conclusion... I cannot sleep without him there anymore.
Weelll I have got my german homework done.. all I have to do now is learn some key terms for ict... and work tonight and tomorrow night... and thats it for my weekend... yeeyy...
Think ima have a bath now... then trek ALL the way to co op for ice creamm =] Niom niom nioommm!!
Lazzyyy dayyy!! :D ... until 6 xD
x
Got a little freaked out last night though when I got back from work... Tis not good to mess with my head like that when I have been having fucked up dreams... =]
I have come to the conclusion... I cannot sleep without him there anymore.
Weelll I have got my german homework done.. all I have to do now is learn some key terms for ict... and work tonight and tomorrow night... and thats it for my weekend... yeeyy...
Think ima have a bath now... then trek ALL the way to co op for ice creamm =] Niom niom nioommm!!
Lazzyyy dayyy!! :D ... until 6 xD
x
Thursday, 3 September 2009
Grapes grapes grapes......
Sooo did not just eat a whole pack of grapes.... Nooopppeee.... xD
GECCCKKKOOOOOSSSS!!!!!!
One is called iiggyy, and one is called Yogii =] And they are AMAZING and I LOVE THEMM!!!
Ohh... and I am a happy kid atm... =]
Only down side to things is going back to school... but that isn't sooo badd... means im working less... and so less money :/
hmmmm.... might go get iiggyy out in a min... He thinks its warm down my top xD either that or hes just a pervey gecko Haahaa
haaapppyyy..... happpyyyyyy.... haaapppieeee =]
... for the first time in a long time ...
x x x
GECCCKKKOOOOOSSSS!!!!!!
One is called iiggyy, and one is called Yogii =] And they are AMAZING and I LOVE THEMM!!!
Ohh... and I am a happy kid atm... =]
Only down side to things is going back to school... but that isn't sooo badd... means im working less... and so less money :/
hmmmm.... might go get iiggyy out in a min... He thinks its warm down my top xD either that or hes just a pervey gecko Haahaa
haaapppyyy..... happpyyyyyy.... haaapppieeee =]
... for the first time in a long time ...
x x x
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