Thursday, 30 July 2009

Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away...

Well I had a really nice day off yesterday :D Spent the first bit of the day at Hannah's house with her Ela and Steve. It rained the whole time I had to wait for the bus... and all the way to her house... so I was completely soaked. But I did dry out after a bit =] Shame the washing didn't... Haahaa.
Then we caught another bus into town and went for a meal with James. Which was pretty awesome too :D Then he drove us back to mine and we sat and had a drink for a bit. And raved to real bad songs... xD
Then after they went I just went online and called Toby for a bit... then Bendy LOL We barely know each other and we are already on the phone to each other every night for at least half an hour... 3/4 of an hour the night before last Haahaa. So yeahh... Hopefully Toby Hannah and Ela will be staying over tonight after I finish work... and a load more peoples will be over tomorrow :D And maybe me and Hannah will make a cake??? :O :P
Woop =]

And as for the title...?? I was listening to it when I named my blog =]
Mind... lyrics don't usually mean nothing if I write themm... So guess :P


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Monday, 27 July 2009

I don't know you anymore.

Don't come looking for me
Cause I'll be right here with the words you say
I'm looking for the words to say
You know what you did, you know
How can anybody forget the promise that you made?
Well this is how a promise breaks
I always knew you'd fall through
And now you're proof

Rewind to the first time
And I felt it coming
I knew it would not last
Rewind to the first time
And I felt it coming
Make it quick, make it painless
Don't tell me lies just say goodbye

And now you're running from me
So cool, so scared of what you might've said
And no one's ever looked away
Cause we know what you did, we know
If I told anybody that we would soon forget your name
And you would never have a place
I always knew you'd fall through
And now you're proof

Rewind to the first time
And I felt it coming
I knew it would not last
Rewind to the first time
And I felt it coming
Make it quick, make it painless

Don't tell me lies just say goodbye
Don't say too much, oh
I think we've heard enough from you, oh

Rewind to the first time
And I felt it coming
I knew it would not last
Rewind to the first time
And I felt it coming
Make it quick, make it painless

Don't tell me lies just say goodbye
Don't tell me lies just say goodbye




I can tell.... This week is going to be boring. And by the sounds of it, so is next week.

I haven't done all that much today... Have decided to take a break from party's for a while. Worked for a few hours... Then went bare back riding with mother, which was pretty fun =]
I haven't riden in a long while... so it was a little silly to get straight on without a saddle... but hey ho. It was fun. And I dont think we were out for more than an hour anyway... well maybe just... hmmmm
Then after that we went to go see Wayne... mothers friend... who has REALLY cool pets. I mean... turtles?! I poked a pen at one and it malled it ^^
Sooo cute!!!
And somehow that got us onto the conversation of the film "Teeth" ... which sounds pretty damn disturbing... :S So I have borrowed that from him and am planning on watching it with Hannah Apps when shes over next. Talking about Hannah's... I miss Hannah Moran... Why does she have to live so far away?! She is sooo awesome!! But tbh I miss Toby more... Why does he have to go visit family??? xD Why can't he make them come visit him!! Haahaa




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Friday, 24 July 2009

Thats right.... just go crawling back....

Last night was cool =] I made a new friend, Bendyyy Hes loverlyy. He wrote his msn up my arm this morning so I didn't forget it xD

I helped clear up too... Woop, also theived a shot glass... which i was told i was allowed... to i didn't reeeeaaally steal it :)


The last few days I have been pretty sleep deprived Hahaa!! I didn't get to sleep til 5am night before last... then had work 3-finish... then straight to Tobys house partyy LOL
And didn't get more than about 2 hours sleep then??


Hannah Meringue is cool (H) (Shes a meringuuuueeee) :D





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Thursday, 23 July 2009

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So I slept in a tent last night... In my living room?? It might sound a little strange... But it was quite cool =]

mmmmm vodka mixes ;)




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Tuesday, 21 July 2009

Lovely... Truely Charming...

Cold... it's soo cold...

Ahh!! I got left on my own for the first time today at work. It was only for afternoon teas and it was fairly quiet. But still... it was just my luck that a table of 8 came in all wanting high teas (the most awkward thing on the menu) and all made it even more awkward by changing their minds several times on what drinks they wanted!! Grr!! And they were all french or something too so they weren't all that easy to understand... Luckily the chef helped me out on the sandwiches and stuff =]

I think I temporally killed my wrists at work too... Woop. But they feel better now =]

Errrr.... what else have I done todayy?? Well I got up real early... 8ishh?? And Hannah and Robyn came over for the dayy, which was real nice =] We ate pudding and chatted and were generally lazyy :D
Then Toby showed up... shortly followed by Simonee... Then I had to go to work... And now I'm online... Woop.

And tomorrow?? Trip to Cheltenham for the day... and work at night/ eveningg =]



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Monday, 20 July 2009

Flying High

I am in a real weird mood tonight... I just got back from walking over to the horses field with Simon. And now I'm just on msn.... I was sleepy... and I still am... but something tells me I won't sleep tonight... at least not very much.


Having more obsessions this week.....
Some old Jem songss... as well as 30H!3...
Don't trust me.

I love them...

Love Katie (Pony)... She was sooo cute todayy . She chased me round the field cause I had polos ^^

Mwahh.


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Saturday, 18 July 2009

Nioom niooommm

I could carry on and on about the new drawer in my room that is growing fast due to my recent shopping sprees. But I won't. =]
Heehee


Am currently sat drinking tea... going to work in about 30 mins.... and I need to get dressed :/
Never miiind xD I have been early waaayy too much latelyy.


Last night I had a real random craving to write some Japanese ?? So I wrote a paragraph about cake xD
mmmmmm caaake



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Friday, 17 July 2009

Ow..

My tummy hurttsss =(

Am just about to go into town... my day off work todayy =]
I worked 3-11 yesterday after having to clean my house from the house party I had Haahaa.
Well mother wasn't in... thought Id make the most of it. Not that she would care anyway...


Oww...

And again.....


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Friday, 10 July 2009

Sexy tights... mmm

I look like a right doosh todayy =] Bright red top... green skirt... and patterned tights... cause that goes well!! Haahaa
Well I have been at work all day... My new shoes rubbed a biiit but not as much as the ones before them, they destroyed my feet completely. They are still scarred.

Debbie and Riny are back this weekend to stay, and mum is just cooking a huuge mass of food for them now... and they aren't even here yet!! There is even pavlova for afterrr, and a huuuge bottle of wine!! ...shame its red.... me no likes red wine to an extream... but that means that I will probs get given a bottle of white to myself... teeheee!! Must remember I have to work tomorrow though...

Weell me and Simon have been going out (this time) for a month now. Bless hiiimm!! He showed up at my door this morning with a box of chocolates (Maltesers) and a drawing. =]
Twas soooo sweeett ! ! !


Niommm

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Wednesday, 8 July 2009

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Hmmm... the weather has been getting better =] And by that I mean it has been raining more =]
Loves rain...

I worked 12-5ishh todayy instead of the split shift I was ment to do. Which is all goooood. Then mum bribed me with cakes to go over to the horses field with her and help her move the fences about to give the horses more grass and clear up. And now am just on my lap top... wondering whether or not I should go be sociable or just listen to music whilst reading... mind that might confuse me a little? Thinks I will just have some me time.

And tomorrow I will go see Hannah again. As I was at her house yesterday too with a fair few others, and we made a really cool cake as well as watching 2 scary films and treking to tescoss to get ben and jerrys as well as the cake mix. (We are too lazy to make a cake from scratch so we got a tom and jerrys fairy cake pack)
In these cakes we also added green food colouring and crushed Oreos ? xD
They looked terrible!! But tasted real yummmmyy!!


And my moan for the day... People that go through your phone and read all your texts without asking, and open texts that you haven't read yet. That bugs me. Alot. I guess I will just have to learn to delete my messages more often. I mean... I never do that to anyone else... So why should anyone do it to you??!?!?!?? Grrr!!!


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Sunday, 5 July 2009

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Don't want to reach for me do you
I mean nothing to you
The little things give you away

And now there will be no mistaking
The levees are breaking

All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you

And six feet under water
I
Do




Obsessed with that song.
Generally obsessed with Linkin Park atm. (Thanks to Chloe for lending me their Album)



Hmmm... What have I done today... Worked 11.30 til 4... had to chase after a woman after she didn't pay. (Lattes don't come for free you know!) Then called up some friends and went to see them for a bit... randomly dropped into a depressive mood then went home.


Too bad he made me bin it =(


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Oh and didn't get to go to that camp out last night due to work... 8 hours straight... obvs not illegal.

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

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I don't know why I want you so
'Cause I don't need the heart break
I don't know what addictive hold
You have on me I can't shake
No, I'm not in control
So let me go.



God it has been soooo hot today and yesterday. But I discovered that I do actually have a fan in my room! I hadn't really noticed before... but its the thing I use as a stand for the purple flowers I have up in my room. Duhh?!?!
Ohh and I have been wearing a dress for part of today and yesterdayy! Which is different, as I hardly ever wear dresses for general usage.... If that makes sence??

Mwahhh 2 & 1/2


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