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I swear that my mother is doing everything possible that she can to make my life feel like shit. And it really is working. I do feel like shit right now. Fucking charming...

~So very annoyed at the world~

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Smooth Vanilla Muller

Niom niommm.....

Today has been... strange... Working with Simon was different. Only a little though. I didn't talk to him much as I didn't really get the chance.. and I didn't wanna get made fun of by my boss. As shes like that xD
Also saw Hayley for a bit after work. We went for a trip down to spar with her ickle brother to buy Apple Juice and yoghurt.... mmmmm Mind those yoghurts are real difficult to carry!!

But now I am left with a night to myself?! Is this real?! Our friends from Holland/ Belgium have gone to Ireland for 2 weeks and then are coming back to stay with us for a few more nights, Simon is working and its a school night for all the other kiddies... So what is there to do? I really don't feel like cleaning my room... Or making anything else... So I am writing in here again?? Sad child... (And whats with the ..... ?? I CANT HELP IT!!)

Boooooreeeddd!!

oooooo! Todays best moments? ... I completely obliterated a glass at work!! It didn't just smash when I dropped it... it shattered and went everywhere! Completely destroyed it xD
And I caught another bird that got in the restaurant, go meeee!



mmmmm Kings Of Leon =P








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私の心に属する .

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Strawberry Body Paint..... mmmmmmm

It tastes like ice cream!! Strawberry ice cream... surprisingly... And the woman in the shop was right!! It iss sooooo adictive!! I could sit and eat the tube myself!!

So yes.... Myself, Hayley, Chloe, Hannah, Char and Robyn went into town today and did a fair bit of shopping =]
And went into a cafe with surreal toilets.... They were real freaky!! Felt like the rooms you get before you go on a real scary rollercoaster.... But not as exciting... ?!

Hmmm... and tomorrow will be my 8th day straight working. Then I get 2 whole days off!! Thank god!! Wonder how many hours I have worked this week....

mmmmm co co pops and ice cream........ mmmmmmm



~So very scared~

Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined

And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

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Carpet burnssss =(

This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming "hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever !!


Back to good old paramore. There is nothing like it.
I love it.

Umm yeahh... soo what have I been doing with myself lately? Working.. working.... and working a bit more... Its quite dull. But there are a few exciting moments that make me want to last til the end of the week :D Like seeing peoples I love. Oh and our friends from Holland are coming over at the end of this week!! Woop. And as I have been working soooo much this week and all next week I have been given friday and saturday off work :D Yeeyyy!!



And if you're listening, I miss you.
And if you hear me now, I need you.







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Last night.... ;)

Yeah well I had my neighbour round this afternoon when I got home... complaining that we were real noisey til 3am... and she had to get up at 7.... Paahhh! Mum would have told us if we were being real loud! She needs to take some sleeping pills or something and learn to be a less light sleeperrrrr!
Got to admit though.... last night was pretty Damn awesome!! I finally got to meet the hottiee which is Lauren! Dan's amazing girlyy. And Sammy and myself joined in with all the guys out in the rain topless!! Always wanted to do that.... Woop woop. Got completely drenched!! Then came in and played spin the bottle with everyone... meaning now I have kissed most of my friends.... bit weird in some cases... well VERY in some... Haahaa.
Didn't really get all that much sleep... Oh and I stayed soberishh!! Which is also real weird for mee!!

But yess.... Todays been nice too! Cept for the hair cut... which looks terribleee!! Haahaa I want to shoot the woman that did it to me.... Eurghhh.
Mother and myself went out for some food after going to the hair dressers... got a meal for free ;) Then went to go see Helen... Yeahh.... Shes clever she is.

But I really must get some sleep as I got work tomorrowwww.

Then prom the next day!!! (Y)



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~Who likes short shorts?~

~I like short shorts~

"Don't walk out!! I will buy you cakeee!!"
ROAR....y Haahaaaa.


Ohh I feel mega cool... drinking with my mum... Woooop.
Hmmmmm.... Which is better? Carrot tops? Or cheese puffs?
I had this argument with Simon the other day... I think a cheese puff would win anyday as it would have an army of fat people behind it! Where as what does a carrot top have? Rabbits?? My fat people would sit on his rabbits and CRUSH them ^^ Mwaahhh.
God we have matture arguments.

But yes... am ever so slightly annoyed that I have to work tomorrow daytime... as I did have other plans... but it isn't the end of the world... I get all of tuesday off. And all of thursday off for the prom. So thats good! Hayley and myself are off to get our hair put up on the thursday morning, wooop. Well.... afternoon...

I hate you! Lets be friends? ^^




mmmmmmmmm spiceyyy :P


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It's having an orgasm in your mouth...

By my title I mean lindt lindor chocolate. What else?! Haahaa I feel in a reaaallly FAT mood today. In fact I feel horrible! I look terrible! I need more sleep lol.... I just feel grumpy again...
Lets just say I pitty anyone that wakes me up tonight. xD

Well I have just got a call from Hannah and James asking to meet up... so me thinks I will go see those 2 for an hour or so... then go get some sleep =]


mmmmmmmmm warm duvet.............


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I <3 My Carrot top ;)

No more exams (Y)

Yeeeeyyyyyyy!!! Freedomm!!! Well... maybe not... I still got to work... alot...
But that is better than exams any day =]

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I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all my childish fears.
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone.

Evanescence lyrics =]

Today has been quite cool. I got to see Hannah and Ela... try on part of my prom dress (Which is gorgeous... even though only the lining has been made) and go shopping! Woo. Got some shoes... which are also real pretty... but don't have much of a heel on them... Grrr.

I even did 20 mins of revision! Amazing for me! I now understand more about plant cells ;)

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Dead.

I think i have just cried my soul out onto my bed and into the sofa.
Yepp you can tell I've had a nice day.

Paramoreee <33333

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone
Stay with me, this is what I need, please?
Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?
I am nothing now and it's been so long
Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope
This time I will be listening.
Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you
We could sing our own but what would it be without you?
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours
(My heart, it beats for you)
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
(It beats, beats for only you)
My heart is yours
(My heart is yours)
This heart, it beats, beats for only you
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart, my heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart is yours
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart is yours
(Please don't go, please don't fade away)
(Please don't go now, please don't fade away)
My heart is...

Broken
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Blub blubb

Hmmmm...... angry angry angryyyy.

Ahhh there was a biiirdd in the restaurant this afternoon! ^^ A little black bird! It was soooo cute!! But I had to put a tea towel over it and carry it outside cause Andrea doesn't like them... Don't get how?!?! They are soooo cuuute!! Do make a bit of a mess though.... and fly into windows when they are scared..... Bless 'em.

I love you..... Chloe, Hannah, Hayley & Sammmmm. xx

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This is the English way to make a soul fit back together

Okay I am fed up of exams, and that feeling you get when you know you have done shit. When you know that you could have done better... but you just didn't. I want more sleep. I want to hibernate for a week or two.

I don't know why it happened earlier.... I wasn't tired.... I just kinda momentarily died inside. God knows what goes on in my head.... cause I don't.



Todays obsession >> As my title may suggest Fightstar, the english way. I love it.





Ahhhh am on such a low....

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