Ahem....

Well what can I say? Last night was..... weird..... Not that I can remember much of it. Lying on the floor listening to songs on my greenipod with a randomer that Robyn works with chatting about how he remembered me from school even though I was like 2 years under him? James even showed up at this party! Don't think I was sober enough to hold down a conversation... but hey ho. I didn't throw up WOOP ^^
However I did wake up in the morning wondering where I was and how I got there.... Which is weird even for me as I never usually have complete memory failures. HAA.

Me thinks sleep for the rest of the day.... sober up xD (I still feel drunk) Mwahh
Don't have to work today Wooooop =]

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Baby I miss you!!

Ahh I got sent home early from work today cause I looked that rough! HA! Direct quote from jill >> "Sara you can get off now, go die at home." So i did =] Came home... took a load of pain killers and huddled into a ball on my bed. But the good news is, the pain killers have started working now and I have tissues for my cold =] So its not too bad....
I must admit, that was nice of my boss. Its unusual for her to be that nice... well she probs just didnt wanna get ill too.

I'm not working now until tomorrow night.... what do I do with all this spare time?!?!
I feel like singing...

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ZzzZzzZzzZzzz

Okay I think I am going to kill Toby next time I see him as he borrowed my twilight dvd and scratched it.... So now it doesn't play properly anymore. I love that film as well!! And I still have bite marks all over my neck and arms from him and Simone! *Evils*

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Blurghh..... Sleepyyyyy


I saw Hannah and Claudia from Denmark today! Woop woop. We went out to a pub for lunch and drinks and such like. It is really strange how Claudia can swop languages like she does. I'd love to get that good at another language like that!! I might get to see them again before they go back home, but I doubt it. Hmmmm... there is still msn. =]

I have my Japanese exams out the way now! Woop. Just the rest of them to go.... Joys...
Have hardly done any revision for the ones I have done so far... I don't have the attension span for it... Grrr!


Ahhh wellllll....


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My heart is skipping higher and higher.

Am soo nervous... I just wanna scream and run in circles... Silly exams... Silly throat... Silly head...
Am real worried about getting ill again... I don't feel too bad... but my tonsils have got spots on them again... And they hurt too.... :S Ahh!!

And yet again I am obsessed with another song by Jimmy Eat World or who ever they are...




God I wish I was clever.

















AHHHHH ^^


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I am gunna fail maths... and english.... and japanese.... and any other exam i have!

Right! I am going to have a good old moan now. Firstly, my throat hurts. Second... I am going to fail everything!! Every exam I take I am gunna fail. I have done hardly any revision... I am in a bad mooooood! And I will be very pissed if i get ill for these exams... even if i dont fail I will still try!

I get the whole of saturday day off though... so that is good. Can go shopping... or revise... (Eurgh) And have booked the wednesday in half term off with hayley as well. =]
So that should be a laugh...


Am also obsessed over a new song by The Veronicas. Untouched. Its prettttyyyy.

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One day left.

So tomorrow we are all to wear "smart" cloths?! Like I have any of those... I did get some nice shoes... but they are just difficult as they are a little too big and i walk out of them a bit... so i would get rather annoyed... and most likely just throw them down a flight of stairs... But hey! I got some new skinnies and a new skirt... I might wear one of those tomorrow, that is if i can sort out some shoes to go with them. Grrr!

So study leave starts in one day! Wow! Time has moved real fast over the past year... I feel like i have wasted it to be honest. I should have made the most of the little things that really count, like seeing everyone at lunch time. I should have made more of an effort with everyone and everything! And maybe less of an effort with other things that should have been prohibited.

Hmmm I need to water the plant on my windowsill.... I think it still lives though =]

Japanese exam tomorrow....... :S




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Sick to the core ILoveIt Don't you?

Those are the reasons I don't let them into my heart anymore. Enough is enough.


Well I can't sleep so I thought I might as well write in here. As I haven't been on it in a while.
I have been getting real close to a few of my girlies like Chloe and Sam =] Which is really nice! And I really do love those two, I find myself happier in general... I have more energy than I used to. And I am looking forward instead of just focusing on the present.






Somewhere weakness is our strength, And i'll die searching for it, I can't let myself regret, such selfishness,My pain I know the trouble caused, no matter how long,I believe that there's hope.







There always is.










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BloodBloodBloodBlood.....

It's okay! I made it to the sink this time haahaa. I didn't leave a mess anywhere! Woop.

Drip Drip Drip....


At least it chased away the headache....



Silly nosebleeds....
But yes anyways... today was alright. Last night i arranged my friday night. Which shall be awesomeness'. Maybe go into town with some friends... eat lots... chat even more! =]

I have been happy today... bit zoned out at times... but happy =] Then just... I dunno.... after school.... hmmmm.... I wonder what the hell my body is doing now... *Roles eyes*


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I Hate Bank Holidays

There are just soo many stupid tourists that crowd the village and just stand in the way.... in the road most of the time. And they all walk so very slooooowlyyyyyyyyy!

Hmmmm I'm bored. I want to see more of my mates... But they are always out in town or what ever what ever... And they don't really get that having a job gives me less time... so it feels like they don't really like me as much any more as I don't spend so much time with them. :(
I might just be being paranoid... or stressed again.... HA!! Stupid nosebleeds....

And when we go off on study leave.... will I ever see them after that?? Will I loose the whole group of mates that I have only just made?? :(

Hate thinking......


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Rewind!

Two done and one to go!! (I have done my french and german oral and have just my Japanese to go now..) Wooop.. But i think i should talk about something else right now as the thought of an exam in japanese stresses me out!!! Arrghhh!!!!!

Hmmmm I am in such a fffffffucking weird mood..... I just had a nose bleed for no reason..... And im getting urges to roam around my village in pjs..... And I don't really feel like sleeping either.... which is weird.. as i was up awake early this morning due to messed up dreams that i didn't like. GRR

I really want some new underwear.... I am getting bored of the bra's i have now! I want some real colourful ones...!!



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